Astronaut Discloses Depression After ‘Tsunami of Online Abuse Following Journey

A Vietnamese-American astronaut has opened up regarding her battle with depression after facing a massive wave of online abuse in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.

Amanda Nguyen – celebrated as a researcher and activist – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight in April, which also included high-profile passengers.

The mission was met with derision by some, who challenged its value and carbon footprint.

Reflecting on the situation, the astronaut, who was celebrated as the first Vietnamese woman in space, stated the vicious response eclipsed her moment under an torrent of sexist abuse.

“I told her my depression might last for years,” the astronaut shared in a social media post, describing a supportive conversation from a mission companion in the days following the landing.

She portrayed the subsequent media coverage and social media frenzy as an unprecedented psychological assault.

“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she revealed. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”

Eclipsed by Backlash

The researcher, who has conducted studies in women's health research and operated research during the mission, said every professional achievement – including her lab work and astronaut training to the personal milestone of her roots – was overshadowed under the avalanche of sexist vitriol.

She is widely recognized for her pioneering work fighting for justice for victims of sexual violence.

Her own goal of reaching space was paused after being assaulted during her university years, leading to a long campaign for accountability.

The Fog Begins to Lift

Months following achieving her goal, she has stated the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she expressed gratitude the followers whose kindness pulled her through. “Your support rescued me,” she wrote.

She concluded that despite the negativity, considerable good had come out of the mission, such as elevated attention for her scientific work and chances to influence leaders.

About the Mission

The self-operating spacecraft lifted off from its launch site in the spring, carrying the all-female team on a brief suborbital flight that exceeded the internationally recognized boundary of space.

The diverse crew also featured experts in various fields.

The enterprise behind the flight is a private space firm launched by a well-known tech mogul.